first law, BELIEVE MYSELF!

There’s a big big big problem in my head right now. Yep, I am too afraid of myself. I don’t know why, but I can’t build a positive minds in my head. And unfortunately, you know, once you had negative thought, it would be happen. It called the power of mind, aiiih, whatever~Sometimes, we stumble on a distant way. It hurted you so bad. I felt like my heart torn apart but I couldn’t cry anymore. Yepp, it’s like a time bomb, it can blow up everytime and even you can’t manage it. Ohhh, I hate this kind of feeling. But then, I realized how important to make a positive prejudice about yourself first. Manage yourself first! Trust yourself first! Yeppa, I have to believe myself first so it will be easier. Actually it’s a shame for me, but, it’s all right now. I can learn something from it. If it’s not now, for sure someday I will find out. Like this lyrics said.. If it’s a big dream that can’t be reached, run as hard as possible.. Let’s kick the gloomy sigh away with your strong mind. If the big dream is torn apart, you can start over from the beginning, gathering the pieces~~~ mameeen.. it’s so damn true! It’ll take so much time, but.. it’s allright.. I can run for it, I can start over from the beginning... 

shall I wander again? 

I have a feeling that the answer might be here..